- 人与人之间话..

PROJECT SUCKS

2009-05-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

PROJECT IS A BIGGER BITCH THAN I AM.

byebye mama.

2009-03-08T18:24:00.003+08:00

My grandma from my dad's side just passed away,
4 plus this morning.
I hope she's happier now since she's freed from pain.

Wake from 8 March - 12 March.

My tp on 12 March will be postponed to June.
Got to send my gran off.
It's the first time I had to send somebody off.
Feels.. Terrible.
I really hope it'd be the last.

I just saw her in the hospital ytd.
She's already been unalert since last week.
And now she's gone.

Byebye MA MA.

Alvin's birthday

2009-02-27T01:47:00.003+08:00

Today's my brother's bday.
Dinner food was super unsatisfactory so right after dinner my father and i (just the two of us) went to eat crab at another kopitiam.

YES 1.5KG crab and i ate like almost all. and i have a paper at 9 later and i cant slp! FML.

everytime

2009-02-25T12:01:00.003+08:00

everytime we fight, everytime i dream of you, everytime i woke up thinking everything's fine, everytime i'm wrong.

i've never tried so hard to get my point across in my life.
what's with the communication breakdown.

Communication in r/s
One of the most important aspects of a successful relationship is effective communication between both parties. Lack of communication in a relationship can result in hasty decisions that can even lead to separation.

Thanks google.

LOL

2009-02-17T11:59:00.001+08:00

THANKS GUYS

2009-02-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

Thanks

REUBEN ;
CEDRIC ;
FANGYI ;
MICHELLE ;
SIMENG ;
AMANDA ;
PEILING ;
MABEL ;

I cannot say enough thanks but really,
i'm very touched.
I must be damn lucky to have friends like you people.

Had loads of fun in ktv today! (:
Dinner was great.

崩溃

2009-02-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

the more i bloghop the more i feel like 崩溃。

VDAY

2009-02-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

rmb the time you sent me home and i went out, you got pissed?
sounds familiar?
recall what you told me.
that's what i want to tell you. bye.

*

i hate valentine's day.
a timeout valentine.

*

don't bother contacting me for the time being.
not available.

still, happy valentines my dear friends. HUGS.

EXAMS!

2009-02-13T15:09:00.003+08:00

EXAMSSSSSSSSS!
All projects done yay!

aww. tml's vday, but i guess nobody's celebrating cause of exams.
except jc ppl la, enjoy urself kay! (:

i think i'm lucky.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-25T20:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

HAHAHA LOOK AT THIS!
THE REASON WHY I LOVE NEW YEAR.
TWEETYBIRD BEDSHEET!! WAHAHAHA.

REUNION DINNERS

2009-01-25T20:18:00.008+08:00

Michelle's Place

FIRST OF ALL, A BIG THANK YOU TO MICHELLE! FOR THE ORGANISING AND EVERYTHING.

Having a reunion steamboat is great.

Except for some sotongs who bought MacDonalds and fries to steamboat lol.

Oh, and the sotong who thought he bought longans turns out to be cocktail.

(Who else but our Biggest Sotong Mr. Shaun Chong.)

It rhymes!

Okay, go to reu's blog to see our loh hei videos. It's damn funny.

For those who have the group photos and photos, please send/email okay.

LOVES.

Home Steamboat

Before.

Mummyyyyy.

Daddyyyy. HAHAHA

During.

Die die also must take myself also!

TATA~ HAPPYYYYYY.

Contact Lenses

2009-01-23T23:13:00.005+08:00

I am so looking forward to the many steamboatS coming my way.

For tml,
I've got to go siglap and do my nails ;
go off for steamboat at gran's place in the aftn ;
then to mich's place for steamboat again!!

Imma happy girl!

OH OH OH AND I GOT MY HAIR PERMED!

**

Contact Lenses

1. Freshkon Alluring Eyes Winsome Brown

2. Maxi Eyes Brown

3. Freshkon Groovy Green

4. Freshkon Misty Grey

5. Freshkon Baby Aqua

6. Freshkon Misty Grey

CNY CLOTHES

2009-01-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

DAMN KUA ZHANG ALR!!
I just packed my cny clothes to wash.
Cause after buying I just stuffed them at one corner of the cupboard.

And I realised I bought....

2 Dresses!
4 Tops!
2 Bottoms!
2 set of BRAS!

I even forgot I bought some of the clothes.
DIDN'T KNOW I BOUGHT SO MUCH!
Damn power.
-.- HOHO, I hope my mum will not go crazy washing them.

Curl or Rebond

2009-01-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

I like her hair. :(

Hate

2009-01-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

I officially hate school.
I've got so many things coming I wanna die.

~~Sat 10/1- Go office~~
~~Mon 12/1- HRM Presentation~~
Wed 14/1- ECD Test
Sat 17/1- ECD Bazaar
Tues 20/1- Backbone Check. I sense myself dying. wtf.

Actually not really, but I just feel something very wrong with the back these days.
Like, I don't know la. I don't wanna X-ray, leave it as it is.

Okay, and START ATTENDING LECTURE NEXT WK!!! 666

And I hope your projects will be successful;
then scram off, cause its taking too much time of yours, which is rightfully mine.

Little Nyonya

2009-01-07T13:59:00.002+08:00

I'm watching little nyonya on youtube.
I'm so bored.
I want CNY. =S

Inferiority

2009-01-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

My esteem is fucking low I feel inferior.
wtf.

Cycling Trip to JP

2009-01-04T02:12:00.004+08:00

Some priceless things, some can never get.
I'm lucky I did.
I'm so glad there's all of you, the one forever closest to heart.
And you guys are the ones I know, will walk the future roads with me :)

Cycling trip today was fun but tiring.
We do not have to talk a lot, but we all know we care,
just by taking this little time off.
Short yet meaningful.

We'll go on longer journey next time.
HAHAHAHA fy! PUN TSEK.

人生命理

2008-12-31T12:13:00.002+08:00

命里有时终需有；
命里无时莫强求。

梦境里的真实，
见证了现实的残酷。

一切早已注定，
我懂，也已作好准备。

天时，地利，人和。
少了运气。

*
Yeap, I've failed my TP.
I dreamt that I've passed. So it was kind of fated.
Looking forward to the next on Mar13.
At least its still before I reach 18?
Haha I'm strong.
Let's look forward to 2009 together my dears :)

New Year Wishes

2008-12-26T16:14:00.003+08:00

It's a tad too early, but I shall make some wishes to fulfil in 2009. :)

1) Pass driving, 1st try.
I've never wanted to achieve anything so much since O's.

2) CSS clique stays as it is.
No falling out, but only new additions. I love you guys, a lot.

3) GPA 3.5 for subsequent semester.

4) Good enough poly life.
I don't ask for much since my last incident. Graduate.

5) I hope my love remains my love.
Cause I don't hold much faith already. I don't like it when I don't recognise you anymore.

6) Healthy and Happy family.
It's been long since.

Merry Christmas

2008-12-26T16:12:00.001+08:00

This year's christmas is great.
With all of you around.
I hope next year's better,
without somebody becoming somebody whom I couldn't recognise.

Love ya all.

自私

2008-11-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'd hope I could be more selfish.
When I needed you the most, I didn't want you to go.
But I'd hate to deprive you of what you wanted to do.
How I wish I could just say 'No, Cannot.'
And just keep you to myself.
Cause I'm really not feeling right and I just wanna..

Nvm, I'm strong.

emails

2008-10-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

well well.
the problem with email is that,
whenever you send a mail out, don't expect a reply alright.
cause people often treat it as junk.

chalet email was sent out long ago and apparently those who replied,
i can finish counting with one a half hands.
no courtesy to tell me whether you are even unsure?
alright.

HAHAHHA CONTACT LENS

2008-09-07T21:39:00.004+08:00

FRESHKON Alluring Eyes Winsome Brown Contact Lens.

Just wore it for the first time today. The lens is super thin and soft. Had quite some difficulty putting in but taking it out is a breeze lol.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Wear to learn driving. Vroooom. I'm gonna touch wheel on tuesday nite! xD

Omnious

2008-09-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

They say, when things come to an end, this feeling hits you first.
Strangely.

misses.

2008-09-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

i miss,

michelle.
haven't been talking to you for a long time ever since i started itp.

simeng.
haven't been playing viwawa and kp-ing that bastard with you.

reuben.
haven't been crapping online and talking about very random stuff.

fangyi.
haven't been jio-ing you out to eat our sio yu.

cedric.
haven't been talking to you for the longest time.

timothy.
where have you been.

amanda.
haven't been asking how you've been and life.

alicia.
haven't found her since itp. what's happening, i don't know.

Timetable
730pm-Sleep
7am-Work

Life.

first day at ws hydraulics

2008-08-25T18:20:00.004+08:00

ITP!
The rundown factory actually shocked us alot and I tot it looked like some haunted house.
But okay la, got aircon and everything and I'm freezing cold.

530 knock off and it took me only half an hour to reach home.
Now I'm lying peacefully on bed.
First day is like very sian cause he wants us to relax so first day do nth.
Tml will have stuff to do alr! YAY.

I think this company is damn good la.
Pay us $600, free lunch, free 2 tshirt.
Near my house too!
Got so many break somemore, lunch break tea break everything and everyone leaves at 530 on e dot!
Officer-in-charge even chase us home.
Damn good okayyyyyyy.

Oh yes, the 3 of us went to the pantry to get some coffee.
It says pour 2-3 teaspoon and I poured 4-5 TABLEspoon into each mug.
We only realised AFTER we poured the hot water in.
I told them its damn bitter dey dun believe me.
Den put ALOTTTT of sugar still fking bitter ok!
End of hongwei cannot take it and pour it all away hahahaha,
including mine lol.

My life is starting to boreeeeeeeeeeeeee.
DAO ME LA DAO SOMEMORE.

I'm gonna order my red shuffle online once i get my money to spare me from boring trips.
I love how it allows me to engrave on it but til now i have bloody no idea what to engrave.
Argh.

keeping track..

2008-08-10T19:09:00.010+08:00

p/s: MICHELLE! i miss you too la! dinner dinner soon okay! (:

Blog buys.

1) mascara-page.bs : Christian Dior Sample size mascara $13
(Normal postage) PAID & RECEIVED

2) prettypeopleclothes.bs : EPI Stick $13.50
(Normal postage) PAID & RECEIVED

3) mytinyshop.bs : Tank top $7 + $1.50 (Etrue shipping fee) PAID

4) love-rewinded.bs : 8 eyeliners (1 for cousin; 3 for sister) $20 PAID
2pink
2blue
1purple
1black
1white
1silver
(meet-ups @ town sunday 1.45pm)

Fly $ fly~
This is called, lazy to go out shop.

loser.

2008-08-10T01:45:00.002+08:00

L-O-S-E-R

is for the girl who paid little attention to the boy.

who isn't aware of what he felt.

who needed someone else to be her place instead.

who feels helpless.

08/08/08

2008-08-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

八月八日零八年

HUAT AH.
LET ME STRIKE 4D/TOTO/HORSERACING/WDV SHIT.

okay that will not happen because I also never buy!
=/
no money ah.
i hope money drop from the sky. oh no! not sky, sky everybody will snatch from me.
i'll hope it drops from the ceiling of my bedroom.
HAHAHAHAHA.

*dream on bitch*

-

For no apparent reason i've been sneezing on and on and ONNNNNNNNNN today.
i'm feeling damn hot yet i'm sneezing.
i've been sneezing even since i wake up at 1330.
-.-

shopping at fareast

2008-08-07T00:46:00.003+08:00

Tadahhhhhhhhhhhh!
New everlast shoe for ITP when I work and when I learn driving! xD
SEXciting!

Ohhhh.
How can I forget the tweetybird shirt I bought for $19 dollars.
Super cute okay I LOVE IT.

BUHBYE LOVES.

why do you need excuses?

2008-08-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
=/

sian.

period

2008-08-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

It's the time of the month at the time of the year!
T.T

When you have period, its actually considered sway and dirty.
Can't hold joss sticks and all.

But now?!
It's the 7th month.
I very scare..

My period just came and my tummy cramp.
And I still need to rush at for dinner and rush home asap.
*wails*

I PASSED FTT

2008-07-30T13:22:00.001+08:00

Final Theory Test

PASSED!

思念

2008-07-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

想念变成空气在叹息，
多么想要靠在你怀里。
那是爱情带来的讯息，
让自己傻得很确定。

10 years down the road;

I'd want to hug you to bed and force fairytales out of you every night.

20 years down the road;

I'd want tell you, it'd be forever.

30 years down the road;

I'd tell you no matter how wrinkled your face is, I love it as much as I love you.

40 years down the road;

I'd want to be by your side every second and enjoy ripe age.

50 years down the road;

I'd want to rewalk the road we walked, hand in hand.

With our wrinkled face, our crinkled smile.
Bliss

The dark knight

2008-07-26T17:59:00.003+08:00

When Heath Ledger was 20,

he was sucha hunk.

OMAN, they made him such a joker (pun intended!)

and I thought he was ugly, rightttt.

I'm hungry :(

I wanna eat a junk-full of food but I don't know what to eat.

TADAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I hope somebody delivers me a five tier chocolate flowing cake, stingray, sotong and everything spicy and nice!

Just look at her la, she's so funny.

AAA

2008-07-23T15:50:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored I'm in AAA now.
Next session is my braces -taking off day.

I need to slp,
so desperately.

Unappreciated.

2008-07-20T18:11:00.004+08:00

Of all time, fever now.
WTF is going to happen to som retest.
FUCK.

Studying with reu is fun.
At least we manage to get some fun out of it.
Songs in mac were terribly bad initially,
but soon it got some songs we could sing and i kept disturbing and singing out loud of course,
and people were staring at me.
*shy*
Played pacman awhile during our 'break' and then continued studying.

*
I feel.
So.
Unappreciated.

Childish

2008-07-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

A word to describe a behaviour that is immature.

____________

l.o.v.e

2008-07-19T14:27:00.003+08:00

Talking about future of the r/s makes my friend broke down in fear.
I feel nothing.
Is it because I feel secured about the future or is it because I see no future.
Does it mean that I'm prepared to go thru seperation?

I Don't Know.

Pretty. I did it! HAHA

attempted murder

2008-07-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

Attempted murder at Jurong West St 52.

One very lovely morning,
a little girl named * was about to go to school.
She went into the kitchen to fill up her water bottle.
Suddenly, she smelt something foul.
After which, she realised that the gas at the stove is not closed properly.
I was shocked.
I called out to my mother. What if I were to boil water?
I could have died. I am so sad.

The End

* Name changed to protect the identity of the victim.
p/s English standard used as at P1.

Final Theory

2008-07-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAA. Pardon me for being so smug.
I'm just to happy xP

Out of boredom I went online to bbdc to check timeslots available for Final Theory.
And TADAH! LONG AWAITED!
I got the next timeslot at 30jul.
I knew I was right to wait when previously all the timeslot they had was in sept.
Freaking 2 months away. No I can't wait!
HAHAHAHA

If I freaking pass this FTT,
I would have completed 2 theories in less than a month! ;
To be exact, 20 FREAKING DAYS!!!! xD

AND AND AND,
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK JUSTIN TAN THE SAVIOUR FOR HELPING ME SO MUCH AND PUTTING SO MUCH GREAT WORK. KUDOS TO YOU ;) THANKS ALOT!

I PASSED BTT

2008-07-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

BASIC THEORY TEST

PASSED!

赤壁

2008-07-15T00:20:00.003+08:00

孙子兵法- 始计第一

孙子曰：

利而诱之，乱而取之，实而备之，强而避之，怒而挠之，卑而骄之，佚而劳之，亲而离之，攻其无备，出其不意。

I'M GONNA LAUNCH AN ATTACK ON MY EXAM PAPERS AND THEY ARE GONNA GET SHOCK AND GIVE ME 100 MARKS.

Yea Right, i know it's not used for this case. Let me be lame alright. :)

BTT TML. LAUCH ATTACK ON BBDC! CHIONGG AHHH. LOL.

quiz from mich

2008-07-12T23:53:00.003+08:00

I KAPOK THIS FROM MICHELLE. LOL
SUPER BORED.

QUIZ!

Starting time: 2359 hours (i'm doing a quiz to start a day, wow. -.-)
Name: Kinsella Lim

Sister(s): 1
Brother(s): 2
Shoe size: Havaianas 5Half.
Height: 165
Where do you live: Singapore

Favourite drinks?
Teh Peng, Milo Peng, Peng Peng Peng. Oh, pearl milk tea!

Favourite breakfast?
I don't eat my breakfast. Imma naughty girl. lol.

Have you ever been on a plane?
I think so, too young alr. more than 10 years nt going on a plane alr.

Fallen asleep at school?
Like very often. Mostly was BIOLOGY. Bio rep somemore, den use book cover and slp. ng tan's just too boring sometimes.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
I don't tink i'm tt boliao. Not all night mayb for like awhile.

Saved e-mails?
Just too lazy to clear them.

What’s right beside you?
My tweetybirdSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

What is the last thing you ate?
2 bowls of rice, veg, egg, pork, sotong and 3 bowls of soup. coz i din have lunch. -.-

Ever had ... Chicken pox?
HAHAHA DAMN HENG DUN HAVE! *TOUCHWOOD*

Stitches?
Considered i guess, those i had when i had scoliosis surgery. Oh i've stitch too. I mean the lilo-and-stitch stitch. =x

Broken nose?
Never. Later nobody wan me ah!

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. Abit bullshit. Takes time to love.

Like picnics?
I like to sit on the grass and EAT alot of nice food but i don't like to dine with the ants. FOOD makes me happy. PICNIC= FOOD= HAPPY= I LIKE!

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with?
I was in chinese dance in P1 and 2. Yes, so the answer is, i can't remember duh. lol.

Last made you smile?
My boy. He fell asleep at justin's hse and i smiled at his silly aslp face. CUTE OKAY =x

You last yelled at?
My sister, to call her to come into the room from outside lol. ask her take her letters.

Today you did?
Slept till 3, online, go ah gong hse. I AM BORING OKAY TSK!

Get sick?
Quite often i guess. Last time was last last last wk i tink heh.

Miss someone?
One? Two? Three? Yala i do miss the 4/3 peeps, my usual cliques. Mich Simeng Amanda Reu Ced Fy. JiaQi Cindy Yixuan OKAY ALOT SHALL NOT FLOOD. Lastly my boy, who's gonna msg me but muz hv forgotten and went to zzland lol.

Have you ever...Eat?
什么废话。没建设性的问题。

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
YEA. Always. My bed is like a birdpark. Name it the kinsella bird park.

What's under your bed?
I don't have empty space under my bed. Dust and hair i guess.

Who do you really hate?
HA GOOD QUESTION DUN TELL YOU. but can't find anyone anyway. let's have it empty for now.

What time is it now?
0036 hours.

Is there a person who is on your mind now?
YALAYALA, don't mention pig also noe rite. OH THE PERSON ON MY MIND JUST MSG-ED ME LOL. telepathy. "Jux sat wilson car eat supper. Lol." What a lousy england baby. xP

Do you have any siblings?
老师讲话你有没有再听啊！

Do you want children?
Yea, though i tink its quite a nuisance but i really wanna go through pregnancy and being a mother once.

Do you smile often?
yea, smile at my boy, smile in front of laptop, smile at some random baby, smile like some retard, yes.

Do you like your hand-writing?
YEA. cause i change my hand-writing according to mood. I've quite alot of different ones. I can pretend to be a teacher too. Teacher's gt a specific type of handwriting, i've learnt it lol.

Are your toe nails painted?
Nah i prefer toe nails clean and prim.

What color shirt are you wearing?
White.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?
On bus 14.

When did you cry last?
I only cry at nite. And i cant rmb which was the last nite.

Are you a friendly person?
YAYAYA I M. -.-

Do you have any pets?
NOPE.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
Toa Payoh.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
A lot.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
I don't watch tv and i don't have tv in room.

What are you doing right now?
THIS LA. OMG DIN NOE SO LONG OK. msn too.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
MAI SIAO OKAY.

Can you handle the truth?
Somehow, yes.

Are you too forgiving?
It depends.

Are you closer to your mother or father?
None i guess. Used to be father.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I cry to my birds and no one else. (:

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?
MANY. Not lovers. Friends, family, my boy.

Do you eat healthy?
Never.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yup.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely go to?
Mich, or my birds. Or slp.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?? Quiet at home.

Are you confident?
Feel quite lousy aha.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- Playing digimon lol. I HAVE MY OWN DIGIMON NOE.
- Learning how to ride a bicycle.
- Having wild dreams on being a doctor and teacher. (stupid, i tell you.)
- Playing with barbie dolls and getting them to fight with my bro's power ranger.
- Sleeping on mattress and always vying for the middle space.

5 things on my to-do list today:
Nothing.

5 snacks I enjoy:
- Chocolates, any.
- Prawn crackers.
- Maltesers.
- Anything with tweetybird as the wrapper.
- Spicy chips.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- Trade for happiness. Buy things to make myself happy i mean. xP
- Charity.
- Buy a house, and rent it out.
- Have a huge wedding.
- Give a portion to my family members. Makes everyone happy.

5 of my bad habits:
- Procrastination. (LIKE MICH!)
- Sleeping late. (LIKE MICH!)
- Turned off easily.
- Skipping meals.
- Vexed easily.

5 places I have lived in:
- Bukit Merah
- Jurong West

5 jobs I’ve had:
- SPGG Recept (WITH MICH!)
- sell donation tick (for 1 day) (WITH MICH!)
- Fitch Admin

LIKE FINALLY WEE!

choco baby

2008-07-12T16:19:00.001+08:00

THIS IS WHAT'S ON MY MIND NOW.

broke

2008-07-12T16:01:00.002+08:00

Imma consider becoming a broker,
since i'm always broke. -.-

You know the feeling of life without a goal?
Yea i feel it, now.

You know the feeling of wanting to say something but dunno what to say?
Check.

You know the feeling that even if the world collapse now, you'd nt have any last thoughts?
Tick.

And you will realise,
your brain's dead.

Your heart?
Ditto.

BTT

2008-07-11T12:47:00.004+08:00

I AM SO LUCKY OKAY.
I went BBDC to enrol for P3 Manual Driving.

Then I went online to book for my basic theory test.
AND I GOT A TIMESLOT FROM 2-3PM ON TUESDAY!
15JULY2008!

yay!

part-time a/c

2008-07-08T22:19:00.001+08:00

HELLO HAH.
shhh. i know michelle is missing me tt's why i'm back.
lol.

Anyway I've been doing accounts for my sister and e last doc i did i received $600.
Out of generosity, i brought my family out for buffet at suntec.
$180 dollars okay! NO CHEAP AH.
but nvm happy can alr.

i just finished another doc ytd.
my sister's paying me $200.
MORE TO COME! I'LL HAVE ENDLESS SUPPLY OF MONEY.
okay, back to projects.

devoted

2008-06-28T01:13:00.003+08:00

My mother is very funny.
I was bathing while he eats with my mother.

He told me, 'your mother very funny.'
HAHAHA.

She actually asked him if he will go to university and if he go will he fall for some other girl.
AND ask him to be devoted to me.

LOL. what is this?! 我嫁不出去吗？！
That's so out of point okay.
If he can see other girls and run away i'll be glad he's not my husband.
i'll be glad he ran away early.

But yala in some way also true. For someone whom has always been in a all-dick-environment, it's easier to get tempted and do something.
You know.

A million candles

2008-06-24T21:38:00.004+08:00

I've always wanted a cake with lots of candles in it!
AHAHA. Super random, yes I know.
But ya, there's no special occassion for it but yet I just want it.

I'm so bored I want my holidays.
Shall do my IEF now. YAY! -.-

School.

2008-06-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

It's the first day of christmas~~
Yeah right. Lol.
First day of school! And I flung the paper. Expected after I did it cause apparently I didn't study for it.
I got full marks for theory though lol.
See, I could have scored. HAHAHAHA.
blablabla.

I'm going for retest. xD

moving out

2008-06-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna get my ass off this house as long as I finish poly and get a job.
Or if i can go overseas and study.
This is freaking no home.
My mother cares nothing but maple.
My father lost hopes in her.
My mother and father thus does not care about this family.
Thus there is no point staying and listening to nonsense.

This is not my house.
I'm moving out.
Imma earn my own money and live on my ownself alright.

for men

2008-06-19T15:58:00.002+08:00

During this hols, i've eaten a lot of meals and a lot of stuff,
but one thing is, i keep losing weight.
42?!, i was on my way to 45!
Then i dunno why it just dropped back la.

Every night without fail i'll crave for supper.
And i've ordered umpteen times of mac delivery.
Few times i ignored and went back to sleep and,
sometimes i will jio ppl out for supper. hahaha.

I have a buffet on sunday and another wedding dinner coming up.
HAHAHAHA,
you know i so need food!

我就是这样

2008-06-17T04:53:00.005+08:00

我就是这样，注定和你不一样。

I've been reading around and I found out that,
these days reallyyyyyyyyyyyy a lot of people having insomnia.
Like what's wrong with the world. -.-
Anyway I viwawa-ed with bitch no.100, LIU SIMENG, today.
And freaking VIN**** LIM and the bloody gf cheated like hell and I'm bloody dulan.
Okay but for my bitch I didn't say anth,
BUT BLIND PEOPLE OSO CAN SEE OKAY.

I hate this guy.
Bloody cheating my bitch. Like who he tinks he is, some romeo. PUI!
My bitch deserves better.

Okay anyway me and michelle got our hair done!
PRETTY PRETTY.
My hair's finally straight and smooth again! And she got her hair dyed to near-boa's-hair-color!
Nice!
HoHoHo.
I realise my hair's bloody long alr. WOOTS.

the end.

2008-06-16T16:06:00.003+08:00

I only want to talk to you.
I wanna tell you, 'call me tonite.'
and apparently something crops up.

tt's the end,
(:
with love.

Ali

Apparently, we did manage to talk just now.
Peacefully, yes.
Catfight, no.
Quite unexpected but I hope something is done.
I really don't wanna feel left out again.
I need just tt lil space in your heart.

INSIGNIFICANCE

2008-06-16T03:34:00.005+08:00

You made me think, am I really of such insignificance.
It made me feel that, really, I can do without you, cause now I dont' even know if you exist.
Or somehow, if you really bother about this anymore.
It feels more like you've gotten bored of this r/s and you don't care anymore.
Am I not right?

How long was it since you gave me a msg, asking me how I am and showing me the slightest concern. That was enough to make my day.
I can only rmb the msg you gave me last was, 'Darling, are you free on sat?'
I really am not asking alot from you. I know you've got your studies, your family, your everything and I suppose I'm not included.

Sometimes we don't even msg for a day, but it's not that I will grumble over it, cause I can still feel that u're with me. When I tell my frens about it, they'll still be pretty amazed as to how bf/gf can not talk to eat other for a day.
I know, army, but hell, it's not like army is here yet and if army is here of coz i'll be freaking fine with it, cause it all so reasonable, of coz i'll be able to understand.

I asked for one of your day for this wk, last wk.
You said, I don't need to book you, just tell you when.
And I said I'd be good if we go out shopping.
Okay so we've agreed on monday. Right, and eventually a few days later you said you are going for soccer 4-6 in the evening.
You said since I've bought you a shirt and I went shopping with Michelle already, it'd be alright if we don't go shopping.
But do you realise, shopping is not the word. Spending time together is.
The reason why I said, let's go shopping, is because, I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU.
That's why I chose to book you for a day, and leave you alone for the rest of the week cause I know you need to study!

So then, I kept quiet, I said it's okay, since it's been so long since you played soccer, just go ahead.
I tried to make up for the time by being nice and all to msg you n show a little of my concern.
But what really disappoints me was when I thought when I msged you, you were studying thus you didn't have the time to reply.
Then, you told me you were watching show. I'm like alright with it. But, the show is just too nice for you to even reply my msg?
You took like hours to reply to my pathetic one message and by now I'm so used to it,
I FREAKING CAN'T BE BOTHERED.

It's like four, five times already my dear.
Same goes, I just asked 'How's your day darling?'
*2 HOURS LATER*
The reply, 'I'm sry darling, was watching show, i go slp alr. Very tired now. Nitez'

Is it that we've ran out of topic and we've got nothing to talk about anymore?
Like at the parade square on sat, we were sitting there after dinner, and I was bored so I said,
let's talk. And you said, 'talk what?'. Have we really got nothing to say, nothing to share, at all? Like I had to start the conversation?

You know how you used to say, if you need to talk to me, just tell me you need to talk or msg you. I msged you today, wanting to start a conversation, wanting to tell you I did my hair, and everything. WANT, WANT-ED.

And,
I
Couldn't
Be
Bothered,
cause I'm not freaking gonna msg you anymore.

You don't bother, why should I.
Is that even unreasonable of me?
You know I really think that this relationship is going nowhere.
If having a boyfriend and not having one has got no difference,
I TOTALLY SEE NO POINT IN IT.

I used to keep so many sweet msges of urs. So, very, often.
Now, it just changed. I'm not blind I can see.
I don't want to be unreasonable and I don't want to be time-consuming.
I don't need msges everyday,
I don't you calling me everyday,

Just prove to me that you care.
Just let me know I'm still loved,
cause I can't feel it already.
Just be there when I need someone to talk to.

I won't take a fraction more than your gym time, your watching show time, your dota-ing time.
I promise.

I really just need that little.

commissioning parade

2008-06-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

The commissioning parade I went to was so cool la.
The guys were dressed so smartly and their marching is like purrrr-fect!
DAMN COOL.

I'm so going to my two brother's if they were to be so good and end up in officer or mayb some sergeant shit.
HEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Oh, maybe I'll get to go to my boyfriend's one too.
HOW COOL IS THAT?!

But apart from that, I missed going out with my secondary school people to celebrate amanda's birthday. Pretty upset =/
But nevermind, like what they say, there will always be a next time!
I'll see them soon.

Oh, and I MISS MICHELLE!
I'm so looking forward to see her next wk.
BOA'S HERE IS COMING, MICH!

Ohyes, let me show the tube dress that mich picked!

YEAHYEAHYEAH BAYBEHHHHHHH~

out w mich

2008-06-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!

Okay, so i was out the whole day today. Was with michelle at Vivo and had lunch at Secret Recipe. It's damn filling and worth it la!
Then we went shopping!~ What's there not to love about it!
Walked so many rounds in Vivo.
Forever21, Esprit, RiverIsland blahblahblah.

And at F.O.X, I saw this really cute jumper and it's so nice okay!
Or rather michelle showed it to me!
She's got excellent taste and I love her so much.

Then I got it at SALE, which is around 30 xD
So after that I suggested going to harbourfront since we walked in Vivo for so long already.
And then and then, we went to this shop and mich saw this tube dress,
and tadah, i bought it, as a SALE again.

IMMA HAPPY GIRL!

Went to this super cheap store later and mich bought a bag.
It's so artsyyyyyyyyy!
AHA, then i got this super cheap heels at $12.

EVERYTHING SO CHEAP.
HAHAHA, IT'S GOOD COZ I HAVEN'T SHOP FOR SO LONG K.
Got to pamper myself sometimes noe,
i need to get pampered =S

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

HIM

2008-06-12T03:36:00.004+08:00

HIM

In running order,

...

Dota
Gym
Me

...

order according to the amount contacted.

**

*msgmsgmsg*

-dotaing in process-

*disappears for two hours*

-dotaing in process-

...

*revived*

-dotaing in process-

-sleep-

viwawa

2008-06-10T00:31:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored, i viwawa-ed my life away.
LOL. chey got nothing better to do wad.
what to do what to do~

mon go out tues go out wed go out thurs go out.
HAHAHAHAHA.

imma happy girl

2008-06-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

IMMA HAPPY GIRL!
Finally I'm off from my tonnes of test.
It's the time to partyyyyyyyyyy and relaxxxxx!

I'm gonna highlight my hair, take off my braces and get contact lenses!
REVAMP!
heh heh heh.

my boyfriend

2008-06-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

It's been one week since I've seen my boyfriend.
And I think he's getting hell lots of fun while I'm getting crazy over my CT.

You know, it's like, I don't even feel that I've got a boyfriend now.
Owell.

2 MORE 2 MORE!

2008-06-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

Two more papers and I'll be out of town!
TWO MORE TWO MORE!

Today's paper for marketing is relatively easy.
Purely memorising work, and that's what I like!

Next up, accounting!
Dunno why but I feel that accounting this term is so much easier.
SCORE SCORE SCORE!

Red ipod shuffle

2008-05-31T23:15:00.005+08:00

RED IPOD SHUFFLE.
WOOTS, I'M SO GETTING THIS.

Yah la, I know I'm ~~a tad~~ very outdated. But nevermind, as long as it's below my budget it's good!

$78 bucks for 1 GB. I hope that $30 fall from the sky so I can get a 2 GB one. The more the merrier!

RED IS THE NEW LOVE <3

SAD

2008-05-31T14:25:00.001+08:00

NOBODY WANTS ME ANYMORE
T.T

ONE DOWN, TWO MORE

2008-05-31T14:15:00.001+08:00

Today's paper just killed me.
Ever wonder who's e director/president of World Bank, IMF, United Nation and WTO?
Do they even sound a tad familiar to you?
SEZ, CAP, SEV, FAO, UNTW@!#?!
These are in our general knowledge paper for econs.
Goodness. We have to know what the abbrev means and lalalala.
I JUST HOPE FOR A JUST-PASS PLEASE.
T.T

WOAH. MY TEACHER IS A GENIUS LOR.
=(

MISS KOH, YOUR PAPER IS A KILLER MAN.

Owell, one paper down anyway.
Got to go and study for SOM, PMKT and AAA.
HAHAHAHAHA
KILL ME KILL ME!

Procrastinating

2008-05-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

Somebody, please hammer me.
My goodness, tomorrow's going to be the start of my papers and I'm not studying yet.

And partly because I'm still waiting for the BCOMM teacher to call me.
Yeah fine, that's an excuse~

REVIVED

2008-05-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

APPARENTLY,
THE WORLD DID NOT COLLAPSE AND SOMEHOW OR RATHER,
IM IN THIS DEEP SHIT,
WHICH IS STUDYING FOR COMMON TEST.

gosh, procrastination is killing me.
FOUR PAPERS AND IM NOT EVEN DONE STUDYIN FOR ONE SUBJECT.
SOMEBODY KILL ME.

Oyes, somehow or rather, this song by Britney got stuck in my mind and it's on a repeat mode.
GIM ME GIM ME
GIM ME GIM ME GIM ME MORE.

and it's slowly transforming into,
HIT ME HIT ME HIT ME
HIT ME HIT ME MORE.
Super Sadistic.

yea la im crazeh okay.

post birthday

2008-04-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

hello people,
just want to thank all of you for the bdae wishes and gifts.
all of you had been super nice. =)

thanks you: xiner, simeng, jiaqi, cindy, michelle, cherylc, andrew, bernard, wilson, joel, wengyang, shengnian, alvin, kelvin, reuben, brandon, junhao, fangyi, jolin, xiaohui, patrick, chengsiang, marlene, meisheng, quanyuan, jasmine, amanda, eunice, jim, timothy, ruyu, metinee, fenghua, adison, serene, clara, xueming, shaun, pyae, terry, shermaine and mabel.

thanks to the clique who celebrated me n tim bdae in mayim.

shall blog on next time. school is taking away my moood.
i hate school. hah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-04-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALI.

I FEEL SO OLD LA OMG T.T

+' grannies' place

2008-04-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

hello people,
i'm at my gran's place for a 3d2n camp!
LOL. just kidding but im just here to stayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

you noe, i saw those tags and
i really miss our old 4/3 days.

hahaha, cedric and amanda,
i haven seen u ppl for so many freaking milleniaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
awww i love you ppl!

oyes you noe, mich is workin in john little now.
and and and lingeria gt sales. den i went to buy like,
3 tweetybird panties for $5.90.
lalalala.
SUPER HIGH.

school's reopening in like a week plusssssssssssssssssssss. T.T
tim's bdae is like coming on saturday................
lol.

+' 哈哈哈，回来了

2008-03-26T01:21:00.001+08:00

璧禧！
我复活了啦。

我来也,
抱歉，让你死了这么久。

okayokay, shall blog in english in case people complain they cant read lol.

anw, life's good!

though my gpa 3.5 wasn't achieved,

buttttttttttttt, i got 3.2 la, gd enough k.

i still thought i would fail.

and, best of all, i went into a totally -.- class.

tb04, nobody i noe leh. wish me luck.

i dun wna do saikang anymore pls. hah.

so dis holiday, ppl work, bf attachment,

wad to do?

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

dis hol's record was ard 14 hrs! xD

2am to 440pm. ahhaha im becoming a slug.

dis hol not working,
anybody wna yang me? pls volunteer =)

in case you ppl have forgotten how i looked like.

+' 考试到！

2008-01-27T18:15:00.000+08:00

大家好，
我正在苦读当中。
请原谅我的不告而别。

是的，我疯了。
等我回来。
再见。

+' 新年新希望 newyr resolutions

2008-01-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈，大家好。
又是新的一年了。
新年新希望，要有新的期待和展望！

New Year Resolutions 2008!

(1) GET A LEAST 3 AS FOR FIRST YR SECOND SEM AND SECOND YR 1ST SEM!

(2) Be more 淑女。 It's a challenge. zz.

(3) Study hard for every papers. CHIONGGGG FOR SMU!

(4) Happily ever after.

(5) ATTAIN GPA 3.5!

lol, actually i realise i have not much resolutions but juz studies wise.
LET'S BE HAPPY.

oyes gd news to myself.
im aiming for GPA 3.5 for dis sem.
econs did badly 11/20.
but thanks to business law and POA.
both 83/100.
really super happy.
POA nv study b4 oso, den first time did well.
first sem did super lousy w 2.7 muz reli work harder.
SMU!! =)

(: 因乐而乐

2007-12-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

乐。
总觉得时间过得很快，
在我们不注意时，
一点一滴，悄悄地流失。
离开同班同学们已有一年了，
但总会回忆着当时的日子。
一切历历在目。

今天感觉到了以前所有过的温暖，
上学时大家一起玩闹的气氛，好HIGH的。

希望大家改次也能再抽空，
聚一聚，
真好。

=)
<3!

): 气球

2007-12-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

人似气球，
吹着吹着就大，
吞着吞着就涨。

最终也就-爆。

开心了吧？

): 又一天

2007-12-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

醒来是一日，
不醒也是一日。

时间不会为任何人停留。

随着时间一天一天的流失，
距离似乎也越来越远。

有了介入，事实被扭曲。
我选择沉默。

已发现你已不是我所能长控的范围之内。
留或离开，选择归你。

replies:

rain: wahaha. i din noe cbox can type chinese too eh! im looking forward to our next meeting again. ytd was fun. all of us were thr lor.. *diao china bitch* lol. MUACKS.

`meng: lol siao cha bo, i can c wad ure typin la. zz. ur chi can make it one la. urs is natural born one okay china bitch. lol. ehhh ya u btr miss me or i'll chop ur head la! CYA SOON LA. x) loves.

): 理所当然

2007-12-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

所谓爱，我无法领悟。
所谓情，我无法感受。

一时的快乐，我不需要。
每刻的痛苦，我更不需。

云不知风为何飘，
风不知雨为何落。

简单而言，是彼此的不谅解。

给自己一点时间，
明白你自己，
才来了解我。

再见。

(: 沉默是金。

2007-12-11T17:01:00.001+08:00

一样的人，事，物。
不一样的言，谈，话。
也意味着，改变。

很多问题，
保持沉默未必是最好的解救方式，
但是，
误解，会消失。

事实会为我而言。(:

(: 人生如戏。

2007-12-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

色即是空，空即是色。
真真假假，假假真真，
一切尽是戏。

人生如戏。
一切都是虚拟的，不是吗？
活在这互相缠杀里，
可笑，即可耻。

无端端的白纸，
被环境然上五颜六色。

艳丽的外表亦然风光，

我却讨厌那虚拟的艳丽。

- 人与人之间 话..